Message-ID: <21745226.1075853946956.JavaMail.evans@thyme> Date: Mon, 4 Dec 2000 05:12:00 -0800 (PST) From: bjackson@sswpc.com To: dana.davis@enron.com Subject: RE: *Apology* Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit X-From: Bobby Jackson X-To: "'Dana.Davis@enron.com'" X-cc: X-bcc: X-Folder: \Dana_Davis_Dec2000\Notes Folders\Notes inbox X-Origin: Davis-D X-FileName: ddavis2.nsf ?? Right now, you're 3 for 5 on forgetting and always the same response. Doing better next time. I'm sitting here wondering at the age of 35 what makes ME happy. Do I really know? What can I do to find out. What about those those things that do not make me happy? The only thing to say in with you in mind. Is. You've managed to be at both ends of the spectrum and not all by yourself. What I'm getting at is. . . The only time(s) I've experienced periods of pain (with one exception) with you is when you're involved with ANOTHER MAN. . . . . . . . PREOCCUPIED on your part. That was someone more important to you, and was that way for awhile. Now recent developments have occurred that's telling my heart that history my be repeating itself. I know what you've told me, but it seems all too familiar. Hey, this is me. Do what you want and who you want to. I know that sounds familiar. You said, that things at Work and Home have you mentally preoccupied. What's different from the first 2 times you remembered and then with the last 3 times you forgot? Coincidence? We both know that Kevin will always be that Lazy/Self-Centered/Spoiled Brat of an A##Hole, until he wants to do something for HIMSELF. As for work. You got it good. I understand about that Childish-boy you call a Co-worker. And everything associated with that mess. I could very easily use that same excuse you did about forgetting anything. Have I ever forgotten you on anything, regardless of what was going? ? ? Well. . . I'm waiting. ? ? ? Sometimes I think I should be more of a Self-Centered/High Strung A##hole and look out for myself. Maybe I wouldn't feel the I do about a lot of things. But then again, Back to what's real. We're not Married, just friends. At least, when I was reminded of that last week. Do whom that makes you happy. You're a grown woman. Well, I'll be here for you to tell me how wrong I am about everthing that I've said. And I want you to do it with both barrels. P.S. I thought Birthdays other than Valentines Day and X-mas was a day that you can show that special person how special they are to you. That must have something I read in a Far Side cartoon clip or fiction novel somewhere. Maybe I'm asking for too much. -----Original Message----- From: Dana.Davis@enron.com [mailto:Dana.Davis@enron.com] Sent: Monday, December 04, 2000 9:38 AM To: bjackson@msspc.com Subject: *Apology* I can't undo what didn't do or did but, if you will allow me to apologize for being preoccupied and self-centered I will make it my business never to forget your birthday again.